Wow. I've posted a couple of times recently on the struggles I've been having with being single. Well here's an irony for you.
This evening during a phone conversation, a friend of mine said something about me wanting to be married. And--are you ready for this?--everything in my heart welled up and said...
"No, I don't!"
Talk about a woman who doesn't even know her own mind.
I suppose one could not want to be single and not want to be married...but that doesn't really leave you many options, now does it?
Or, perhaps I'm just vacillating. That is probably more likely.
Whichever it is, clearly I'm con-be-fuzzled.
Might just be as nuts as I sound,
Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. --Psalm 139:23, NIV